ten-ty-four
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
twenty-four years of submitting myself to an overpowering force called intellectually stimulating “issues” (LOL 24?! So your brain is emotionally mature while you’re asking your mom to change your diapers huh?!…but of course…heehee! LOL) okay, it’s quite normal to have my train of thoughts digress in flaky fashion dot dot dot is normal.
Today, I won’t ramble about my issues and stuff like - finding myself in fulfilling and emotionally-satisfying relationship…but still, those morbid insecurities about people taking me seriously is an issue called crap. So instead of digging that issue, what I will do is, I’m gonna screw myself with beautiful thoughts about dreams and WANTS (I cringe to the effin effin X everytime I say dreams…sound so cheesy. I don’t normally succumb to cheesy stuff you know. I’d rather stash those love-letter-filled-i-love-yous’.LOL! DreamS sound like love, love sick, love forlorn, lovestruck, love love whatever it is…I don’t want anything to do with it! hahaha!
So, I armed up with these surreal thoughts, though not all of them really, I feel heavily inebriated everytime I think of it and, I am desperately inebriated everytime they pop out of my thoughts…LOL!
They are technically not fashioned in specific order. They are random thoughts boilin’ inside my brain everytime it wants to shrink to accomodate enough alcohol that consumed me evrynight. So, #1 can go last or I love it to be coupled with #2. Though having #2 to come off first is awesome!…not that surreal, right?! LOL! (more…)
