duster.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 Dressed in lace, soft and white
All made up splendid and bright
Yellow flowers, golden ring
Center of joy is just one thing
Imaginary limo the ride of her life
In her mind the bells ring bright
Scent of love in full bloom
Empty room, absent groom
I’m getting married to myself
Girl in mirror floating in dust
Slowly dissolving in the mist of lust
Shattered pictures on the broken shelf
Says “I do!” to no one but herself
Outside the skies are gray and bleak
Crimson tears ran down her cheek
I’m getting married to myself
(by Raymund Marasigan and Lourd de Veyra)
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Sunday Bliss
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Good morning Sunday!
(If you wanna die of boredom, read this entry.)
You filthy grammar and spelling philistines will enjoy this post because itis full of crappy grammatical errors, spellingSES, prepositions and subject-verb agreement and argument…LULZ
The early morning crapology saga…Chapter 123 verse 567 is once again lurking this side of the blogosphere. I am not drunk. I am chocolate hazed. I will kick off a post everyday this week only, this won’t ever(!) happened again in this lifetime or next…why? because thoughts are running inside my brain…I need to get it out or else my braincells will go bonkers! I feel the need to hover my keyboard for 24 minutes about random stuff like, how my day went…eventhough its always boring boring, because I am a boring like f*cking boring, I can toss my tonsils out in single blink. HA!!! (Janus: Blinker! Blinker! I am such a blinker!!!) LOL! Or what interesting body of knowledge I learned and overanalyzed today, like…”Love AND Limerence, when both are existent in a relationship, committed or not, serious or playing bullsh*t will produce a fatty liver and help San Miguel Corporation to increase their sales every nano second (and a Crispy Boneless Bangus overkill, cross ordered at Chili chill) LOL …i hate discussing my issues really but I can’t help it!…Its my favorite topic HAHA!
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fortheloveofchocolates
Saturday, March 21, 2009
i want to die now! LOL
a package delivered at home made my day, and when I opened it…
vavaVooom!!! there!
C H O C O L A T E S S S S S S S S!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaah!! complete chocolateee madness!!
ten-ty-four
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
twenty-four years of submitting myself to an overpowering force called intellectually stimulating “issues” (LOL 24?! So your brain is emotionally mature while you’re asking your mom to change your diapers huh?!…but of course…heehee! LOL) okay, it’s quite normal to have my train of thoughts digress in flaky fashion dot dot dot is normal.
Today, I won’t ramble about my issues and stuff like - finding myself in fulfilling and emotionally-satisfying relationship…but still, those morbid insecurities about people taking me seriously is an issue called crap. So instead of digging that issue, what I will do is, I’m gonna screw myself with beautiful thoughts about dreams and WANTS (I cringe to the effin effin X everytime I say dreams…sound so cheesy. I don’t normally succumb to cheesy stuff you know. I’d rather stash those love-letter-filled-i-love-yous’.LOL! DreamS sound like love, love sick, love forlorn, lovestruck, love love whatever it is…I don’t want anything to do with it! hahaha!
So, I armed up with these surreal thoughts, though not all of them really, I feel heavily inebriated everytime I think of it and, I am desperately inebriated everytime they pop out of my thoughts…LOL!
They are technically not fashioned in specific order. They are random thoughts boilin’ inside my brain everytime it wants to shrink to accomodate enough alcohol that consumed me evrynight. So, #1 can go last or I love it to be coupled with #2. Though having #2 to come off first is awesome!…not that surreal, right?! LOL! (more…)
Crapology chapter 1
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Hello! Hello! Hello!!!
Writing a decent blog post is never an excuse especially when you’re drunk.
What!?
Yes, I can’t contain all the crappiness people are trying to disperse in this planet; hence I opted to muse profound thoughts to give you an impression that I can balance myself between “interesting” and “nothing”. I’ve been thinking of some decent musings these past few days to validate the surrealistic view of a perfect world that is nothing but mist and dust to me. Those dust and mist are making my nose Rudolf red and challenging me to spell sneeze backwards gazillion times. The only drug that can shut me up is something that my pre-historic ancestors heedlessly advised to take in gracious moderation with or without friends, but it would be better to take them with idiotic friends than sulk in one area of this mist-ful and dust-ful 3-fold utopian world.
I agree with those self-proclaimed, non-conformist, self-indulgent morons and infidels of this perfect world of ours, that, in order to change the world, you have to change yourself first…which led me to this masochistic conclusion of sporting a new cut or screw my bangs eventhough my friend Jidz can count my hair with the use of her cute little fingers and there’s no way I’m going to disclose the number of my angelic threads for it is distressing, next to being asked: “Are you taken?” in Finnish. Are you WHAT?!?! (too much run-on sentences, now breath!) I already made myself submit to vows like, not cutting my hair until I’m too tired to count it, and writing my first neurotic f*ckedup poem in Finnish, and last but not the least, indulge in small frequent meals that is too vile to be considered as human food, which is really helping a lot because if my cardiologist would ask me whats the reason behind your constant palpitations and regurgitations again??!!… I would graciously implore the lack of potassium which can lead to erratic palpitations due to cardiac compensations. “Can I have Inderal 1 tab 3x a day now? Slicing it in 2 is not really helping…you know! I promise, I will not overindulge myself.” LOL
But then, moving on to this crapology chapter 99, I, have survived the crappiest week of my life. BWAHAHA!!! I passed Basic 1. I also did something ingenious to the point of giving myself a hug everytime I think of it! LOL Thanks to my my ancestors whose channeling a lot of supportive crappy ideas on how to be clever in this jeepney joyride/slash/rollercoaster-filled week. I have made peace of everything including myself. Okay, I’ll keep convincing myself with that silly prose. Sometimes, you can’t simply discern the most important decisions life has to offer, like whether or not… what? Whether or not…weather or nuts…I will go nuts! The weather is driving me nuts! LOL
a crappy march mornin’!!!
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