Goodmorning Sunshine!!!…NOT!

 Huwwhattduuhhf*ckkin’PUNYETAAAH!!! 

well, maybe because I have these supressed thoughts that seems to be digging its way into my consciousness….and they f*cking hurt so much. damn it!!!

  anak ng butiki!!!..so EMO..WTF!!!…eeeooww!! LOL

should stop myself from listening to Jeff Buckley…NOT!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Sometimes, I don’t understand what MORE can the world want from me. The idea of giving up is such a comforting thought..but i know its not what it wants. Its so hard to analyze something when you are not sure if this something is needed and wanted. Pathetic as it may seem…but thats how the world harasses me every single day.

It aches me all the time to limit the only existence i have in a 4-cornered wall. My thoughts isolate themselves in that sick sad little world and doesn’t want to explain themselves or let a soul listen & understand. Silence is deafening. It is. Bollshiyet!

To those who think that I’m such an ungrateful bitch or a pathetic fool who can’t get enough of my miserable disposition…think again! Who said that I need an empathic bastard to tell me those…Thanks. but I already had enough counsel from mortals whom I’m greatful to ask for. Reserve those for yourselves & your life’s future dramas, bacause  one thing’s for sure…you’ll need it the most.

Arghhh!!! Bullsh*tness!!!! i hate it! I hate it! i Hate it when i remember these people disclosing their “oh-so-sound-advice-that-are-NOT!” infront of my face or behind my back…when in fact they don’t have a single idea why I act & feel these way. They are more pathetic than me. *stayawayfrommeYou…!*

They may have a very happy life/or may have their own personal bullsh*ts, and..hell

I d o n ‘ t  c a r e!!! …i have enough bullsh*ts to face every f*cking day. To those morons who are curiously venting their stupid advices and whatnot for me or for anyone...Thanks. But I hope your not making an ass out of yourself again. and please! I don’t wanna talk about stupid issues that I’m still struggling right now to someone who don’t even have the heart to understand or care…

Now you can pull the trigger and shoot me…or just bite me instead..LOL!

another LOST entity

We saw this at the entrance of TOP’s Cebu when we are about to leave the super freezin place…

and kunwari affected ang mga hinayupak…

plastiiik! hahahah

 of course…i pity those kids losing their dogs..kasi dumaan din ako sa pagaalaga ng aso and aside from that…dumaan din ako sa paggiging bata..hahahah!…yun nga lng nilalayasan ako ng asong inaalagan ko..

actually…these pictures wer taken in cebu sa garden ng chapel ng St. Andrew’s suits…they came to pay me a visit…NOOOT!!! hahaha!! They’re taking their CGFNS….and the whole time theyre around…nagka-gulo2x na ang buhay ko…LOL!

This was around 9pm..just got back from Paseo.

Bought pasulubong.

Ate PancitCanton. 

Got all f*ckin’ drunk till morning…

and i  was so dead worried then… because I have to be at the freakin’ ops floor by 5 A.M. tang’na!!!

And that happend for one whole week…)

this is like some sorttov sequel to my “This is MADNESS” post…

 f*ckedface Aiza…wahahahahah!!!! are U drunk or are U drunk…??? LOL!!!

a n d . . . they are sooo LOST

and F O U N D

NYAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!…..mga GAGO…kami!

Gawddd..i just decided to include this crazy segue because I feel better whenevr I see those imbeciles kahit sa picture lng…I mean…friends…they may give you so much pain in the a**…may be sooo harsh and sh*tfaced…but one thing’s great about them…they know when and how to pull you up when you are stuck in that sh*tful mud of dramas & bullsh*ts…they may be lousy perverts and maniacs (and that includes me sometimes) hahahahah!!!

*and whats the differences between them…hell! i don’t wanna know…all I know is that they’re the most f*ckheaded specie in the face of the “URTH”*

i heart my friends…i want them on my wedding day…and i’ll give them plane tickets so that they won’t have lousy excuses not to attend my special day wherever there bored life is in the face of the urth.

of course…i have plenty of them not just those pigface lousy morons you see (that includes my uberfriend-since-birth Katrina & Janus delPrado(haha) & a whollatmore…wahahaha!!!

i love yah so please don’t dismiss the bond we are having if I call you sh*tface whatever i wanna tag you from now on because (you don’t have a choice!) I know you’ll dub me those lousy pathetic names that crosses your emptyheads…wahahaha!!!…and you always do…and I love you for that…like i have a choice…nyahahahahah!

These random retarded nonfictional sentiments are hard to digest…you don’t have to be unduly curious about the problems of others…to those who can’t comprehend: Stop being so f*cking nosy…pay your bills/debts whatever.. and get a gun to shoot your head. HAHAHAHA!!!

lesson learned: NEVER DOUBLE DOSE YOUR MEDICINES…YOU pathetic DRUGGIES!!! hahahaha!!!