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Goodbye south. i will forever miss you =’(

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

she can’t turn her back

if only we can let time stand still.

if only we can turn back those moments. 

but i guess the gods will never give us those…

h e a d s  u p !!!

the world may not be enough to heal whats inside you

but the world will cry and smile those fears away

it will be like a gentle wind from the  south that brought tears and dreams 

just rest for a while and you’ll be just fine

because YOU are

C H O C O L A T E  S U I C I D E 


   

Background music: Urbandub’s End of Something (repeated the whole album whole day)

Yes. My everlong elusive south daydreaming has come to its unsure end. Well, atleast I have that "end" word right there. I have finally decided like stupid in giving up everything. It would just pain me more. I think there’s no way I can be myself if I don’t let go all these s***ty feeling burning inside me. Let me weep for the nth time please. I am floating…and weeping. With frequent sighs and sobs. F*ck! 

Nobody seems to understand because I refuse to talk and vent out everything. even the most tiny details. But I remembered that this past saturday night I already told my friends and cried my ass out. I could not picture myself looking so miserable infront of my friends. I know they can feel it and they know that misery is eating up inside me.

i hope the world stops for a while and…swallow my empty longings…

Posted by chocolatesuicide at 7:10 PM | permalink

Previous Comments

awww… choco missing the queen!! hahaha!

mind telling me more? hehe… magkita man ta unya noh? istorya unya! wakokoko

Posted by janus at April 18, 2008, 11:12 am

sure…see yah later…and lets talk things… yah…i miss the queen so much… *sigh*

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Hi! I'm Choco. I am quite involved with the daily musings screaming off my head. I have a desperate love affair with words, music & art. I am experiencing intense aversion from emotionally fucked up men. I can't -for the life of me- deal with them. PERIOD. I am trying to convince myself that good things will soon fall into place. As of now, I am fidgeting everytime I have my Finnish lessons but I try to divert my attention to poker and chocolates, my first love.
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