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the way i SHOULD see it

Monday, April 28, 2008

how come i haven’t felt that . ..

 

 

DUH!…i don’t wanna overanalyze anything that comes with love love whatever… i’m so over and done with the thought. Its like eating my chocolates without drinking water. suicide. I’d rather read books books books of great great great writers. They keep me sane sane sane. Paulo Coelho you are awesome. You always keep me thinking how beautiful and crazy life is. Life is sometimes a bitch..as what Janus shouts in his blog. But life is not only a bitch Janus…its also harsh and unfair. very unfair.

…and how cool is this!!!

one good thing about Starbucks…not just the coffee and the Mocha fraps.

 

…and what is your Personal Legend aber?

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this is madness!!!

Saturday, April 26, 2008

i was browsing my Photobucket pictures and organized some folders when I came across the HF’s folder. There’s a lot of pictures needed to be organized (O.C. mode) from one folder to another and it was taking me forever because I was gazing at the nice pictures and the wacky ones. A sudden rush of nostalgia.AGAIN.argh! I really had fun looking at our pictures and could still remember the crazy moments like this…

iby | aiza mata | master yzay | squid | AKO

imbecile mode 

hahahaha!!! ang gulo!!!…the rest were upstairs in their rooms to rest…galing yata kami Ayala or SM..ay hndi..galing pala kami IT park…hahaha!!!   then dretso sa 24shop…nilibre kami ng mga geria ng RH…hindi maka-hindi ang mga hinayupak kahit hinihintay na kami nga iba na umuwi pra mag inuman…pro hndi natuloy kaseh nagkulitan na kami sa harap ng cam…and nakatulog na ung iba…wahahah!!!

Supposedly…i have to be at my boarding haws by 4am for my 5am shift but…i stayed till 4 kasama sila… we went to the rooftop to talk things and then umuwi ako…thank god…i still have the energy to work without any sleep… oh well.. you can’t blame me… i have my friends around… CHARIIING!!!

 

i promise to post the rest of our cebu madness…

haaay…i have to go now…

deadline na pala ng application ko sa chuvaness na British council…

Katrina’s application was already heading in manila…

goodluck nlng sa application ko…punyetah!!! 

 

superOhmyF*uckingpunyetahtlgaaang

miss na kita

 

 

and i promise to take more pictures of you…

hala birah!!!!

xoxo 

  

*pasok A City of Sleeping Hearts ng Urbandub

pra may konting ka emo-han! haaaar!*

 

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hot choco

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

hot! hot! heat!

my fever is making me hot! hot! hot! than the heat brought by global warming… reaching to its freezing line-39 degrees celseeyuz…awesome! add 2…and i’ll blow myself with convulsion…but i still find myself blogging here. I even had my IELTS review and had a …oh well… 7 sa reading… still average for me…

 argh…and the heat outside is adding up my frustrations and fever..whattdah!!!

rant! rant! rant!

…hate my tonsilssss!! ..but

i love this

kafe mokah forever…


have to go…i’ll add more chismis

…when my fever subsides tomorrow.

have a hot! hot! hot tuesday!!!  

 

—————————-xoxoxoxooxoxox——————————

janus edited my blog and i love it…its simple yet…malinis tingnan.. thanks janus!!! XD

but i still have a lot of questions to ask and a lot of things to do here..i still have to expand my community to achieve my goal– world domination!! nyahahaha!!!

so friends…romans…countrymen!!!… please enlighten me!!??? i need more help…haar!

…have to go to bastis…ivy is waiting for me…she have some chikka daw…duhhhh!!! heheheh xD

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rice madness

Saturday, April 19, 2008

 i literraly woke up at the right side of the bed at around 11 in the morning…and headed to the kitchen (so normal…i’m famished. i never eat dinner.)

and Mentalicia…my mom (please consider the lunatic who baptized her with that name…she always find it disturbing or funny. but for me…i love it..its unique and it’s my mom’s name…uhmm..maybe beacuse i’m getting used to it. mentalicia! mentalicia! *who cares choco*!!!)Anyways…lets continue..mentalicia just had the rice done…rice as we all know is one of pinoy’s staple food…aside from the everyday political dramas of course! We just can get enough without those white precious blunt parcels that we love to eat together with adobo, ginataang prawns, tinolang manok, dried fish, bagoong (preserved itsy bitsy shrimps), toyo, milo, and even asin (salt)! haaaay!!! yes!!! rice is everything…eaten three times a day…sometimes 5 times…and sometimes we blame it for making us fat…hmmm…thats me! although I blame everything that enters my mouth! haha!
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Goodbye south. i will forever miss you =’(

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

she can’t turn her back

if only we can let time stand still.

if only we can turn back those moments. 

but i guess the gods will never give us those…
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the engineer’s night (what happend after my 1st post)

Monday, April 7, 2008

      One hour after posting my 1st entry..i dashed over the duberkat’s house…

(pucha!! hndi ko na alam mag spell ng house… first, i typed haws, then haus, naging hows!!! ..ang bobo ko na talaga sa spelling..damn all the shortcuts in txtng… i could still remember jidz marking my IELTS listening testpaper wrong kaseh ang spelling ng ACTION…gnwa kong AXN…punyetah nakapatong na sana ako ng 7 nun!)

"Give the monkey what the monkey wants." sabi ni sir Toj! ha!ha!

When I arrived at the teePar…i was so giddy..

SHET! anu toh!!! LOL!…joke!
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random thoughts queueing

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

i feel so random today… its raining outside and minutes later I’ll be leaving for a birthday/thanksgiving party of the Axalans (i love them…they are like my extended family..ha!)

…this is my first post and i don’t wanna be pressured to write something really really…uhm..something!

Finally, I managed to pull up famous blog websites where I can manage to write random and thought provoking (sounds contradicting..watever!) stuff. My friends compelled me to start one and now I’m pissing off someone to help me..hahahah!! (luv u Janus! enjoi your Eden trip! hehehe!)

I just realized that i should have started this blog thing 2 years ago…i already signed up at livejournal but haven’t managed to be on hold… argh! My pockets could have been full now. Nevertheless…im helping my ass out to blog good stuff! and now…i am literally pissed as well..theres a lot to do here.. a lot of editing artsy stuff..argh!…i hate empty boxes.. darn it!

Anyways…i’m excited to write decent thoughts here… i want to post everything that is not so normal yet sane…ha!ha!ha!

Here is my decent thought as of this rainy tuesday April….

“yes! my mind was wandering…I wish that there is someone who could bring
peace to my heart…someone with whom I could spend a little time without being
afraid that I would lose him the next day. With that reassurance, the time would
pass more slowly. We could be silent for a while because we’d know we had the
rest of our lives together for conversation. I wouldn’t have to worry about
serious matters, about difficult decisions and harsh words.”

PAKSHET!!!…anu daw!!??? *ang luphet talaga ni paulo coelho… hahaha!*

…hassle!!! i haven’t bought a gift. nakakahiya *eeek!*

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Hi! I'm Choco. I am quite involved with the daily musings screaming off my head. I have a desperate love affair with words, music & art. I am experiencing intense aversion from emotionally fucked up men. I can't -for the life of me- deal with them. PERIOD. I am trying to convince myself that good things will soon fall into place. As of now, I am fidgeting everytime I have my Finnish lessons but I try to divert my attention to poker and chocolates, my first love.
Amuse me, I'm a disaster in the process of disintegration! I cuss a lot, especially when I'm upset...it's my favorite virtue next to playing dead . WTF! LOL ©

 

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